30 April 2009

Confused.Uncertain

i'm going to meet dumbdumb later..

should i?

lot of uncertain running in my head now..

i don't feel secure with i'm with her..

i cant feel any initiative from her..

i dunno how much she loves me..

if you ask me how much i loves her..

its 99%

but how much can i get from her?

i really dunno..

human are selfish..

thou i know i should not ask anything in return..

but i'm human too.. i need to be pamper..

i want to be loved..

will i get it from her?

god knows..

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naggin at 3:07 PM


29 April 2009

Definition.Of.An.Unfinished.Love

ermm here i'm to explain abit more about this..

cause not all my friends knows our story..

it might sounds abit drama.. but its all true..

let me explain what it means by unfinished love..

it means a love that is not completed or perfected or incomplete..

we have known each other for 8yrs..

but the fact that the time we spent together is less than a month..

she left my world twice before..

i'll not let her leave once again..

i told myself that i'll hold her hand tightly this time..

and walk down with our life together..

intend to write our our love history..

but definitely will take a long time..

slowly wait ba..

hahahaha..

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naggin at 6:56 PM



An.Unfinished.Love

the past few days she is busy.. not able to meet me..

but finally ytd we meet again..

she came to park mall and look for me after her work..

we go to bedok had our dinner first..

after that we plan to go KTV so i pei her go home..

wait for her to get change and we proceeded to teo heng..

only left one hr to sing before shop close..

but its enough.. i still get to hear she sing 回家..

damm nice.. tried to record down.. but the echo..

makes the recording a failed one..

after singing we went to barrage..

again we had a private chat.. i like it when we get to chat this way..

cause i get to know her more each time..

halfway someone was shouting at me..

i was wondering who dare to shout in this way..

so its ah boon.. such a small world..

quite some time never get to see him also liao..

miss his nonsense and craps.. LOL~

we keep shouting at each other just like that as if the place only got us..

then my bro called me and wanted to join us..

he damm mountain turtle..

cause he never been to there before.. LOL~

ermm now he know a new place to bring girl go there romantic..

very soon after my bro reached.. we went back..

but during the journey back

dumb dumb wants to go somewhere quiet first..

so we went to east coast awhile..

look around and we went home finally..

its seems to be a short night.. but its enough..

we still have plenty of time to spend for each other..

i really think she is e one for me..

but e more i want her..

e more i tell myself, i need to give her my best..

and therefore our r/s now is kinda weird..

but i know if i cant get myself well prepared..

i rather don't want.. cause eventually i'll lose her once again..

and this is what i don't wish to see it happen..

i must set a goal too.. hahahaha..

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naggin at 12:25 PM


28 April 2009

Another.Night

today no mood to work at all..

whole day thinking of her.. thinking of knocking off...

thinking of going msia with gl and laoda..

damm sian..

after work went to bishan look for gl, laoda and celine..

we went to toa payoh there eat our dinner..



the food not very nice lor..

for me.. i don't think i'll make another visit..

hmm after dinner, we go sembawang beach there have a small chat..

we planning to go KL and go-kart..

so excited.. planning to bring dumb dumb along..

but dunno if she can make it.. hee..

soon after that we went home liao..

everyone is tired..

a tired day for me too

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naggin at 12:39 AM


25 April 2009

She.Me.Us

thur went to city plaza and buy a new phone..

for camp use one la..

nokia 1202.. no color de.. 45 bucks only lor..

went to meet phersal after buying the phone..

i brought her to my house first..

i need a haircut from her..

its my 1st time to get a haircut from someone i treasure..

so sweet to have her cut my hair..

after that we went to settle some personal matters

before we went to vivo..

after things had settled, we were tired..

we were too lazy to take bus so we ended up took a cabby..

went there shop around and had our lunch..

we ate the indo set lunch..

it was so nice man..

ermm i want to eat again..

are you willing to eat with me?

after that we went to meet jasmine and clara

at bishan mrt.. they went to eat crabs lor..

shit.. tempting me again..

after the crab meal, we went for KTV session..

actually phersal was tired at that time..

but e moment she step in the room..

she is lively again..

she is very good in singing..

we ended up went home lil bit late..

and her mother was bit angry..

luckily she was not being scolded..

if not i'll be damm guilty lor..

after a long night.. (i feel its long la)

we meet again..

i reached suntec around 7plus at night..

wait for her till 9plus..

when she called, i used a bad tone on her..

i shouldn't have..

i told her she called at the wrong timing..

cause i doze off while waiting her..

and i don't like to be disturb when i doze off..

but she say something that makes me feel guilty..

'there is no wrong timing for the one you love'

sorry my VIP..

phersal brought me to ASTON to have our dinner..

its nice and consider cheap ba..

its on her treat again..

after the meal, we head to take bus home..

on the way, we pass by 'that cd shop'

i was attracted by the cd they played at that time..

its was nice.. and you know what she did the next minute?

she bought it for me..

you are simply too sweet.. thx..

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naggin at 12:05 AM


20 April 2009

I.Need.A.Job

i want a job...

a new job...

a driver job if possible..

this current job is totally CMI..

every single day get scolding only..

i've never worked a job that i'm so longing to knock off..

can anyone save me?

can anyone help me?

LOL~

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naggin at 3:11 AM


18 April 2009

Start.All.Over.Again

ermm where should i start with..

i really dunno how to describe how i feel now..

thks for giving me and yourself a chance..

we have missed each other 's life for that past few years..

all the while since we met..

we have been living in the past..

its time to know each other again..

too many things to jot down...

too many things to be spoken..

lets actions prove everything..

lets start all over again..

remember what you have promised me today hor..

you will cut my hair til e day my hair turn grey..

hee..

thks for trusting me..

entrusting yourself to me..

my lil silly..

i'll always be your dumb dumb..

LOL~

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naggin at 1:52 AM


17 April 2009

From.the.bottom.of.my.broken.heart

"Never look back," we said.
How was I to know.
I'd miss you so.
Loneliness up ahead,
Emptiness behind.
Where do I go?
And you didn't hear,
All my joy through my tears,
All my hopes through my fears.
Did you know?
Still I miss you somehow.
From the bottom of my broken heart,
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know,
You were my first love,
You were my true love.
From the first kisses to the very last rose.
From the bottom of my broken heart.
Even though time may find me somebody new.
You were my real love.
I never knew love,
Till there was you.
From the bottom of my broken heart,
"Baby," I said,
"Please stay."
Give our love a chance for one more day.
We could have worked things out,
Taking time is
What love is all about,
But you put a dart,
Through my dreams,
Through my heart.
And I'm back where I started again.
Never thought it would end.
You promised yourself,
But to somebody else,
And you made it so perfectly clear.
Still I wish you were here.
naggin at 7:36 PM


16 April 2009

Shortest.Moment.of.Happiness

i dunno where to start with..

my mind is now all blank..

i only know that these two days i could hear you breathing..

everything seems like a dream..

it is so unreal.. yet its true that you have came back to my life..

we went to a few places.. have fun.. have joy..

i'll remember these two days when you were there for me..

i'll cherish every moment we spent..

will you?

i'll once again let you feel the love again..

untill you are sick of it..

then i'll left you alone..

but before that..

please give me another chance..

don't sentence me to death yet..

what you have said last night..

is as good as giving me a death sentence..

brother.. this word is so cruel to me..

after 8yrs.. is this what you want to tell me?

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naggin at 2:53 PM


14 April 2009

I.Just.Love.'Fate'.This.Word

i really dunno how to express my feeling now..

it had been years since you disappeared from my world..

and i never thought i would ever met you again..

yet today.. fate once again brings us back..

i know some of you do not believe in fate..

i have no choice but to believe it..

the moment when i saw you..

i'm loss of words..

my mind just went blank..

yet i have lot of things to ask you..

lot of things wanted to share with you.. you know that?

are you aware the moment i hug u..

my tears almost drop..

mixture of feeling...

please don't ever leave my world again..

and you had promised you won't..

keep this promise.. ok?

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naggin at 11:25 PM


10 April 2009

谁错，谁对？

i know i'm late for half an hr today..

i know i've made you waited..

but you waited for me at home, how about me?

i always need to wandering around till you reached..

do you know that?

i did my best to reach there asap..

i did apologize..

didn't i?

but you keep show me a black face on and off..

do i deserve that?

i dunno..

i didn't mean to made you skip your breakfast..

NO!!

i'm hungry too.. for your info..

damm angry with myself why i need to tolerate all this..

why am i so useless infront of you..

for your info, today is my off day..

i could have went for a movie with friends..

OR went for a walk with friends to beo zha bo..

but end up what i choose?

i choose to accompany you..

cause i'm afraid you are alone..

cause i know you need companion,

so i'm there for you..

am i a fool to you?

perhaps to you, i'm..

you asked me, why i keep quiet?

you asked me, am i angry?

how you want me to reply you?

i dunno..

i just find myself silly..

for nothing get in all this troubles ..

i'll get it over soon..

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naggin at 6:33 PM


09 April 2009

Boring

ytd bumped into xiaoling on the way to train..

had a small chat with her then gonna go..

LOL~

but we still got alot to catch up lor..

will meet up with her soon..

ermm today damm sian lor..

how i wish i could get home asap..

i keep browsing for car/van @ work today..

suddenly have e urge of getting a transport of my own..

i'm really sick of SQUEEZING with pple in the train..

BUT.. but... i got no MONEY~

tell me how hoW hOW HOW~!

when can i drive a car/van again?

arGghHh!!

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naggin at 10:46 PM


05 April 2009

Movie.Day

sun after work went to vivo meet af..

we went for dinner first..

get chicken rice for the kids and we eat the hokkien mee..

wa its a long queue lor..

too bad forget to take photo of it..

scary.. LOL~



after makan we go shop shop ard vivo..

nth much to shop.. sian..

i want to buy a phone w/o cam leh..

but i got no money.. lagi sian~

JingEn insist to take with this creature

since nth much to shop so we headed home..

after leaving the kids under her father 's care..

we went out again to watch movie..

on the way to cine i took a photo of our new phone accessories

mine and af de

af wants to watch shinjuku incident..

so i bobian must watch with her..

not bad la.. this time Jackie doesn't have much action..

but their duologue damm funny..


after the show we didn't head home straight..

we decided to stroll back home..

walk past Mustafa there..

went in shop awhile then cont our journey..

we damm tired when we reach Bendemeer 's Mac lor..

had a lemon tea then we cab home..

LOL~

damm buay kan..

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naggin at 1:33 PM


02 April 2009

April.Fool

early in the morning manage to fool someone liao..

just tell her i'm not going to work then she scream liao..

LOL~ silly..

today i done something damm powerful again..

being nice is not always a good thing..

in return i get lecture for more than 15mins..

no more helping liao..

NO MORE!!

after work go back Bishan with Winnie..

we went to eat that chicken rice again..

LOL~ then we went to library for some reading session..

while reading, i wait for GL and LaoDa to pick me up..

after sent Winnie home, we went to coffeeshop for a drink..

follow by LJD..

one stupid driver almost knock into GL 's car

when he is about to drive in LJD lor..

KUKU driver..

made my heartbeat jump damm fast for nth..

tired now.. time to sleep liao..

tomo i still need to go cut hair..

mai ko kong liao..

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naggin at 12:38 AM

Bio;

KENNETH.TAN aka E.THIRTEEN
01.OCTOBER
Libran
Harmonizer
Procrastinator
Very.Gullible
Give.In.Too.Easily
Enjoy.Peaceful.Time
Flirtatious
Creative
Can't.Make.Up.Mind
Love.PSP.ing
Love.Read.ing
Love.Corner.ing
Love.Daydream.ing

Desires;

67kg
A Room of My Own
Bangkok Trip
Taiwan Trip
Class 2B
Diesel Watch DZ1120/70
Eeyore
Full Face Helmet
LV passport holder
iPhone 5
ToTo 1st Group
Toy Poodle
Volkswagen Scirocco 2.0


Escapes;

+Dearest One +

minmin
clara wong
felicia
huiqi
kelsie
phersal
sabrina
serena

+My Friend +

deeque
elin
ebel
eilyoh
eleanor
elaine
hazel
jenny
kerlynn
may
mich soh
nura
olivia
peiqi
queenie
siting
sok feng
shu wei
willie
yingyun
yong xian

+Friend's Blog Shop +

VGK
clara
rachael

+Famous Blogger +

糖果
celestina
elaine yuki
huirong
jing
kanny
naomi
peggy heng
winnie heng
xuesha