29 May 2009

I.Need.A.Job

shit man..

till today i still can't find any better job leh..

should i approach agencies?

i always try not to find agencies..

don't really like the idea of finding them..

but i guess i left with no choice liao..

sian..

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naggin at 11:30 PM



Sentosa.Tanning

today went to tanning with sab and af..

had a breakfast at vivo then we set off to sentosa..

we went to palawan beach for tanning..

only tan for an hr then rain liao lor..

jitao sian.. the worst is..

after we bath out.. the sun came back shining brightly..

omg~ i wish to tan again lor..

but we lazy la.. so we walk around the area instead..

took the tram and visit the places etc..

a tiring day..




just had a small chat with phersal @ MSN just now..

have clear the our doubts..

hai~ what is past had past.. just let it over..

no point finger pointing..

now that she still see me as friend..

that's enough liao..

hahahaha..

good night all my friends..

thanks again for all the cares i received..

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naggin at 1:31 AM


28 May 2009

Bewilder

did anyone know what is means?

its actually means to confuse hopelessly,

as by something complicated or involved; befuddle; puzzle

seriously i don't know how true is your love for me

during the past one month?

perhaps you never love me before..

you just need someone to accompany you..

am i right?

just one night, you can turn your love to someone else..

you can just ditch me aside so readily..

how true your love can be?

or you want to tell me that,

you actually like that guy quite some times ago?

if that's the case, you are worst.. a liar, a cheater for my feeling..

i do feel sad for andy too.. thou i don't know him..

but i'm a guy too.. i truly understand his feelings now..

his love for you is so insignificant..

a 2yrs relationship just gone like this..

tell me what do you like in that guy?

his looks? his figure? his fashion sense?

or something else?

hahaha..

i really lose out this time..

but why can't i just let it go.. i have no idea..

i'm just silly.. silly enough to hold on to something

that doesn't belongs to me..

just a few days only.. you seems to have forgotten me totally..

i was suffering here and you are already there

having fun with him liao.. what a joke..

did i kill anyone? or have i harm anyone? NO!!

why should i deserve all this shit..

why should i trust you in the first place?

why should i believe you..

maybe you are just born to be a liar..

maybe i really don't know you well enough..

its had been 8yrs.. you have changed a lots..

i should have hate you..

but i just can't bring myself to..

forgive me peiwen..

i really can't bring myself to hate her.. forget her..

at least for now..

the impact is too huge liao..

too huge till i don't even bother to dodge

i need lots of time to recover..

lots more..

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naggin at 1:57 AM


27 May 2009

Another.Day.Passed

today had lunch with junhong and chiping..

we went to eat at.. don't mention it..

the food was like damm awful lor..

had only two mouthful then i stop eating liao..

don't feel like eating also.. no appetite..

sian..

after work went to meet peiwen..

long time never meet her liao..

we went to shop a bit

and had our dinner at toa payoh..

we had a long chat..

chat about the past..

chat about our recent life..

had a good chat with her..

too bad halfway gl called me..

bobian had to meet him..

rush back to had a quick bath and went to meet him liao..

now i just reach home.. a tired day..

hope i can have a good sleep tonight..

cause i'm going to suntan tomorrow lor.. YA~

going to sentosa with af..

hee.. i want to enjoy life now..

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naggin at 11:12 PM



Steam.Steam.The.Boat

time pass damm slow today..

suppose to meet ah wei first,

then go find clara and jasmine..

but last minute i got a change in plan..

i went to have dinner with my fellow colleagues instead..

we had steamboat at bugis there..

not bad la.. eat till damm full de..

i almost vomit liao..

the rest are better eater then me lor..

even a SICK girl can eat more then me..

hahahahaha..

thanks for gina sending me back home.. twice..

heeee..

seriously this few days i'm not happy at all..

i can't sleep well.. eat well..

af pei me watch movie even thou its last minute..

she never reject me.. so sweet of her..

she told me.. whenever i need her company..

she will be there for me.. and for this i believe..

thanks lots..

jasmine and clara have been showing me lots of care too..

even my colleagues notice it.. mai worry la..

i'll be fine.. thanks for all the ones who cares for me..

someone ask me before why i write blogs when i'm already 27..

perhaps this is a place for me to express out

something i don't usually say..

written down my feeling which you don't always get to see..

phersal.. somehow i just can't shake you off my mind..

you are too special to me..

someone who is special will always stay special..

nobody can replace.. absolutely nobody..

because there is only one you, one and only one phersal..

min have told me lots of things..

which i really find it meaningful..

its true la.. what is mine will come back to me..

my door will always open for you..

anytime, anywhere..

for now.. i'll buck up..

moving forward..

(hee.. my army de motto)

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naggin at 12:07 AM


26 May 2009

Ah.Wei.Is.Back

my bro is finally back..

he has been MIA for so long lor..

but i don't blame him la..

i know he got his reasons..

but do please remember this..

no matter what happen..

we are still friends.. still bros..

if you are facing some problems, share it with us..

no one shall left alone.. including you..

see you my bro..

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naggin at 11:33 AM


25 May 2009

I.Need.Lots.Of.O₂

PHERSAL this name makes me breathless

i know she will still come and view my blog..

i just wanna tell you, don't worry nor feel guilty towards me..

everyone got his/her right to choose what he/she wants in life..

ytd i was bit agitated so don't take my words too hard..

rest assured that i never blame you..

just that i still not able to accept the fact..

the fact that.. hai~

the impact, the blow.. it all came too sudden..

too sudden for me to accept it at once..

forgive me for being so petty..

i just don't know how to face you for time being..

i need time to heal.. i'm weak in relationship..

i can help others to go thru with it.. but when it comes to myself..

i'm totally a chicken..

when i'm ready i'll definitely find you again..

remember what i told you before.. i don't want to lose you again..

even if we can only be friend, i'm already contented..

hope you keep your promise too..

wish you all the best in anything you do..

i'm still always your lighthouse.. remember..

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naggin at 9:17 PM



张震岳.秘密

总在闭上双眼之後 才能看见你
这是一个心中秘密 偷偷在爱你
你却不知道 有人在想你
总在黎明来临 之前 我还是清醒
什么时候我才可以 进入你的心
好想对你说 我正在想你
也许在你的心中早就已经有人进去
或许你不曾接受真正的爱真诚的情
遗忘吧过去的事 不要再怀疑
我彷佛可以听见你的心跳你的声音
不要只有在梦中才能看你才能靠近
我可以慢慢的等 直到你离去
总在黎明来临 之前 我还是清醒
什么时候我才可以 进入你的心
好想对你说 我正在想你
也许在你的心中早就已经有人进去
或许你不曾接受真正的爱真诚的情
遗忘吧过去的事 不要再怀疑
我彷佛可以听见你的心跳你的声音
不要只有在梦中才能看你才能靠近
我可以慢慢的等 直到你离去
也许在你的心中早就已经有人进去
或许你不曾接受真正的爱真诚的情
遗忘吧过去的事 不要再怀疑
我彷佛可以听见你的心跳你的声音
不要只有在梦中才能看你才能靠近
我可以慢慢的等 直到你离去
naggin at 9:13 PM



Piece.Of.Advise

its actually a theory of mine which i hate to believe it.. but its a fact..

i assumed many people might have similar encounter like me..

when you ask for the girl 's hand.. she rejected you..

if the reasons she told you of being rejected is as following;

- got to concentrate on studies first

- got to concentrate on work/career first

- not ready for another relationship

- she need time to forget her ex-boyfriend

- not sure if what kinda love she have for you.. etc

my advise for you is to move on with your life

and forget her.. its painful but you have to do it..

seriously if she likes you too.. she wouldn't consider any of the above..

or maybe i should say you just don't have the x-factor she wants..

so its about 99% gone case for you.. just learn to let go..

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naggin at 1:53 PM


24 May 2009

The.Day.Has.Come

what will happen will still happen eventually..

i couldn't stop neither i can change its fate..

just let it come and i'll learn to accept it silently..

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naggin at 11:20 PM


22 May 2009

What.To.Do

wa today damm freaking pissed off with a customer..

first time feels like shouting at the customer

and just quit my job on the spot..

keep on 小弟 小弟 小弟..

and keep using those sarcastic words..

just fuck off OK?

thou you are getting a service from me..

but PLEASE respect me as a human too..

hai~ drop this topic..

today after work went to meet gl..

reached amk liao then i know cck (another campmate) is there too..

he is a bit down.. due to love issues again..

recently lots of people having this problem..

hai~ we went to dam chat chat awhile..

开导 him bit.. he keep thanks us for having such good friends like us..

LOL~ i didn't do much also la..

around 2330hrs we headed home liao..

once i step into my house i quickly switch on my com liao..

i know someone is waiting for me to online..

hee..

then i saw this on my bed..



its a surprise from my mother..

she knows i love eeyore lots..

so she bought a mid and a small one for me today..

the biggest one was also a gift from her previously..

i know i'm a big guy.. but i just love eeyore..

always blur blur one.. is good to be blur once a while..

beside this reason.. another reason is.. she love it too..

hee..

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naggin at 12:12 AM


20 May 2009

Another.Three.More.Days.To.Go

i m i s s y o u
naggin at 11:12 PM


17 May 2009

A.Busy.Week

this week will be a busy week for me..

straight six days of working..

i need to work hard liao..

can't play play liao..

simply because i need money..

i want to buy lots of things.. argGh..

phersal is going back to Indonesia in 4am plus..

too bad not able to send her off..

she went back to visit her grandma..

she is sick now.. hope you'll be alright..

AH MA ~ get well soon ok?

and.. and.. and..

not able to see phersal in a week time..

i'll definitely miss her lots..

miss you..

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naggin at 11:40 PM


16 May 2009

Come.See.See

'sister' i do you a favour leh..

specially post a new post for you sia..

kan dong ma? hahahaha..

do pay a visit to this site..

http://www.myprivatebeautyplace.blogspot.com/

its my 'sister' de own business.. LOL~

must book appt one hor..

my own self highly recommended..

her chiu kang is really good one..

make sure your pimples and blackheads all squeeze out till clean clean..

the rest like waxing etc all also good..

personally tried before liao..

its worth the money..

heeee..

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naggin at 1:32 PM


14 May 2009

Back.Again

hmm last two days have been meeting up with her..

on tue, we met at her house there..

then went to barrage again.. had a talk..

actually in the first place i do not want to..

i know i might end up getting more sad

and messed up her life again..

but.. i miss her too much.. i do not want to let go..

i agree to meet up with her..

we had a long talk...

we know what we want in life..

as for now, we can't give each other an ans for our future yet..

so we'll just stay as friends..

on wed.. we meet again..

meet up together with her friend

and we went for dinner..

after that went to find gl awhile..

i decided to go home had a bath first

before we go anywhere else..

so i send her friend back and we went home..

my mother hint me she wanted to go out eat when i reached..

end up she had her supper at home..

but i still bring her out awhile..

we went to loyang for praying..

i pray for a better job..

will i get it?

will i find a better job?

god knows..

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naggin at 1:57 PM


11 May 2009

Life.Goes.On

today wake up around 12pm..

meet up with gl, laoda and their friend

to go m'sia and get their cars dress up..

LOL~

after that we went to a restaurant named 三楼..

had our dinner there.. the food was damm nice..

too bad i'm too hungry and forget to take pictures of it..

something worth to mention.. their toilets is really damm clean..

is something you won't see it in singapore 's kopitiam..

after dinner, we head back to sin and meet up at laoda 's place..

had a small chat and went home liao..

ermm though the whole day i seems to be busy..

but my mind..

to put it simple.. i'm weak la..

gl sure say i'm chicken.. hee..

ya i'm.. but i'll walk out of it soon..

my dear friends~ thx for all the concerns..

really feels great when i know i have you all..

thx to my mummy too..

she have been a great supporter of mine..

she is my pillar..

she never fail to be there when i'm down..

sorry to make you worry for me..

thx for everyone.. everything..

i'll be fine..

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naggin at 10:31 PM



Life.Without.You

you are HURTING me once again..

its so heartbreaking this time..

but what else can i say.. i'll learn to let go..

learn to carry on with my life.. without you..

no matter what you are still the one i love most.. for this i assured..

thx for the memories you have given me..

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naggin at 2:16 AM



Boring.Life

have not meet dd for the past few days..

she went for cruise..

[never bring me along *sad]

supposed to be back by this morning de..

but till now no news from her yet..

lil bit worry.. but since she went with her aunts..

so i think she should be alright..

perhaps she is just too tired..

rest more dd..

today after work went to meet gl at amk..

we went to prawning there de kopitiam eat..

the food there really not bad.. but quite ex la..

after makan, gl say he want to go home bath first

cause he just had a haircut.. planning to go out after that..

but till now no news from him..

hahahaha..

he confirm sleeping now..

buay gan.. LOL~

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naggin at 1:21 AM


07 May 2009

B.T.T

BTT stands for basic theory test..

of course not i take la..

mine is history liao..

is dd.. i must say she is really clever..

just one trial test.. and she passed..

most importantly is, she took less than 20mins

to complete all the 50 questions for BTT..

that's fast man.. didn't expect that she can finish so soon..

but but but.. dd.. one must be humble..

understand? hahahahaha..

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naggin at 10:56 PM


06 May 2009

Further.Studies

should i pursue my studies?

i have been asking that myself quite a no. of times..

i dunno if i can really cope it..

minmin went for further studies liao..

dd going to start her classes soon in aug..

happen that today i never went to work.. fall sick..

dd also happen to keng mc.. LOL~

so we meet up and went out after i seen doc..

i went with her to MDIS to enrol for the psychology course..

when i looking at the courses..

i feel like joining also.. i love school life..

so carefree..

will i get to study again?

am i able to cope?

dd keep say i can make it.. just that i'm too lazy..

perhaps.. i need to buck up liao..

but first of all i need to get a better job first..

then i'll consider further my studies..

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naggin at 9:51 PM


05 May 2009

Movie.Day

today my alarm rings at 930am again..

time to wake her up..

after waking her up, i went back to slp again..

silly right? i'm not.. i love doing that..

LOL~

fully wake up at 12pm plus..

meet up with gl to watch horsemen.. its a nice show man..

its about family love.. got some horror parts..

it requires you to do some thinking also..

not just plainly watching that movie..

i just like it..


after movie we hang around AMK hub..

damm sian..

so we decided to go find laoda at sim ming there..

he is prawning with her sis..

after prawning, we went to find celine at keypoint..

which is quite near to army market..

so i suggested that we meet there

cause i wanted to get myself a new pair of slipper..


new ones

after getting the slipper, we went for dinner..

after dinner, we head home..

too tired liao.. both physically and mentally..

didn't even went to meet dd..

perhaps tomo ba..

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naggin at 1:13 AM


04 May 2009

Happy.Birthday

now its going to 6am and i just reach home..

went to find her.. but she never appear.. hai~

hmm sat night went to watch x-men..

with jasmine, yuan and marcus..

not bad la the show..

quite touching at certain part..



ytd was my sis de birthday..

my mother and i went to cine and bought her a present..

a duung doll.. cost at $73.90 lor.. not cheap man..

after dd get to know its my sis de birthday..

she went to buy her a cake and came to my house after her work..

so sweet of her.. thx for loving my family..


after celebrate her birthday, i send dd to cab home..

my dd start to anyhow think again..

overall i want to say..

if fate bring us together, treasure it..

don't wait till the day you lose me..

then you start to regret.. don't live in regrets..

like what i told you.. i'll not let off my hand on you..

NEVER..

i'll buck up myself.. be a better man and return..

wait for me.. don't break our promises..

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naggin at 12:43 AM


03 May 2009

L.O.S.T

i'll start off with friday first..

hmm meet dumbdumb and her friend go J8..

going there to take a look at the sony lappy..

cause dd 's father wanna get one,

and she thought of getting for herself at the same time too..

when we reach, we go makan first..

we went to that coffeeshop for its famous chicken rice..

i find it very nice.. but dd say its normal..

LOL~

after makan, we go shop for the lappy..

dd damm suai lor~

go in awhile only, help them close two deal liao..

that salesman sure drop jaw one lor..

meanwhile laoda came to find us awhile

and went off for his.. celine la.. still got who..

hahahaha..

after we bought the lappy..

we took cab back to dd 's house

and put down all the things before we go K..

actually i don't feel like K at all..

but for dd 's sake no choice..

and i know dd also don't feel like K-ing de..

but again no choice her friend wants it..

thats why we chop chop sing few songs with her friend

then we send her to cab home liao..

finally its our 二人世界..

she came to my house..

had a small chat with my mother..

watch tv awhile then i walk her home..

we love to stroll together.. just dunno y..

strolling with her is just so wonderful..

on the way back her home..

she told me she would like to take up a 2nd job..

she told me she can't live with that pathetic pay..

dd tell me how can i help you on that?

hai~

today went to work as per normal..

no mood to work at all..

keep thinking of dd..

you might not like the idea of being addicted..

but too bad for me.. i can't draw myself out already..

i have been poisoned by you..

you must have done some gon tao on me right?

hahahaha..

we sms till around evening..

didn't know that dd is so troubled..

failure me..

share it with me ok?

i'll stay by your side.. i'll never left you alone..

at first i thought something happen to her

when i didn't get any reply from her..

never pick up my calls also..

so worried.. but luckily she is fine..

dd.. is my appearance added burden to you?

i felt so helpless when i can't do anything to make you feel better..

ok ok enough of emo time..

time to say you liao.. always say i made you fat..

hao lor.. my fault la.. thx leh..

now even my 台词 you also can 背 liao lor..

LOL~

before i sleep.. i got something to tell you..

brace up my dear.. you can do it..

i'll be your 成功背后的男人..

hahaha..

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naggin at 2:17 AM


01 May 2009

12hrs.Of.Fun

ytd wake up at around 12plus in the noon..

sms dumbdumb that i want to meet her..

then i went online and play my psp at the same time..

when dumbdumb wake up at around 1pm..

she sms me that we can meet at 3pm..

but end up.. she late again.. but its ok la..

actually plan to go town de..

but end up at suntec..

its ok.. the main thing is being with you..

we ate souperlicious for our lunch..

quite ex but taste not bad la..

its better than Sxxx Sxxx..

LOL~

after that we shop for some hair care product at suntec..

then we proceed to parkway

to buy the rest of the items we needed..

we have actually took the wrong direction

and end up we spend 90mins before we could reach parkway..

my butt is cramp when i get down the bus..

but at least we reached parkway in time to get our stuff..

we went to buy the things we need first then

went to find my bro but too bad he didn't work la..

so we went for our dinner..

dumbdumb want to eat cai tao kua one..

but close liao so ended up we eat apollo char kway tiao..

hahahaha..

after that we walked to teo heng.. just feel like singing man..

too bad we are informed that its full..

but dumbdumb insist to sing so we cont walk to grandlink

for those budget ktv.. and guess what?

its full also.. but the auntie told us there will be a room

available after 15mins..

so she thought of leaving all her stuff at her house first

then we go sing.. while waiting for her at downstairs..

i called teo heng again.. i was told that 1230am they got a slot..

its already 11pm now so why not..

just another 1.5 hrs to go and we can enjoy a better sound system..

i told dumbdumb we can walk back to teo heng liao

when she came down after putting her things at home..

for the sake of better sound system we agreed to walk back..

funny part is we never find the journey is long at all..

along the way we have been doing crazy things..

talking craps and lobster etc.. LOL~

finally we reached the place and had a great time singing..

after singing we walked all the way home again..

is damm tiring but i believe we both enjoy..

here goes our 12hrs.. its a long time yet we felt so short..

its ok.. we always have the chance de..

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naggin at 4:30 AM

Bio;

KENNETH.TAN aka E.THIRTEEN
01.OCTOBER
Libran
Harmonizer
Procrastinator
Very.Gullible
Give.In.Too.Easily
Enjoy.Peaceful.Time
Flirtatious
Creative
Can't.Make.Up.Mind
Love.PSP.ing
Love.Read.ing
Love.Corner.ing
Love.Daydream.ing

Desires;

67kg
A Room of My Own
Bangkok Trip
Taiwan Trip
Class 2B
Diesel Watch DZ1120/70
Eeyore
Full Face Helmet
LV passport holder
iPhone 5
ToTo 1st Group
Toy Poodle
Volkswagen Scirocco 2.0


Escapes;

+Dearest One +

minmin
clara wong
felicia
huiqi
kelsie
phersal
sabrina
serena

+My Friend +

deeque
elin
ebel
eilyoh
eleanor
elaine
hazel
jenny
kerlynn
may
mich soh
nura
olivia
peiqi
queenie
siting
sok feng
shu wei
willie
yingyun
yong xian

+Friend's Blog Shop +

VGK
clara
rachael

+Famous Blogger +

糖果
celestina
elaine yuki
huirong
jing
kanny
naomi
peggy heng
winnie heng
xuesha