| ily for who you are ™ |

did anyone know what is means?

its actually means to confuse hopelessly,

as by something complicated or involved; befuddle; puzzle

seriously i don't know how true is your love for me

during the past one month?

perhaps you never love me before..

you just need someone to accompany you..

am i right?

just one night, you can turn your love to someone else..

you can just ditch me aside so readily..

how true your love can be?

or you want to tell me that,

you actually like that guy quite some times ago?

if that's the case, you are worst.. a liar, a cheater for my feeling..

i do feel sad for andy too.. thou i don't know him..

but i'm a guy too.. i truly understand his feelings now..

his love for you is so insignificant..

a 2yrs relationship just gone like this..

tell me what do you like in that guy?

his looks? his figure? his fashion sense?

or something else?

hahaha..

i really lose out this time..

but why can't i just let it go.. i have no idea..

i'm just silly.. silly enough to hold on to something

that doesn't belongs to me..

just a few days only.. you seems to have forgotten me totally..

i was suffering here and you are already there

having fun with him liao.. what a joke..

did i kill anyone? or have i harm anyone? NO!!

why should i deserve all this shit..

why should i trust you in the first place?

why should i believe you..

maybe you are just born to be a liar..

maybe i really don't know you well enough..

its had been 8yrs.. you have changed a lots..

i should have hate you..

but i just can't bring myself to..

forgive me peiwen..

i really can't bring myself to hate her.. forget her..

at least for now..

the impact is too huge liao..

too huge till i don't even bother to dodge

i need lots of time to recover..

lots more..

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